So now im just paying bills and over due bills and trying to make my apartment a home. So its all good because god has brought me this far and i am thankful

all the same i have to say most cuz that means i have no hope in finding the one.

My life has calmed down alot i am officially single no devolle trying to trick me to taking him back. Thanksgiving was ou good because of devolle of cour

Releasing things that annoy to a blog or twitter is a wonderful thing. As more time passes it makes letting go so easy and dont find a replacement. More

Im tired of dealing with the sorry and nothing going on but bills with no means of paying them
shea aka miss tennessee

What kills me the most is how can you call out faults u see in somebody else when u dont have your shit together? You worrying about the wrong thing?

man exists to be real honest

Why am i with him? Cause God has not brought that somebody i can love to me yet. Someone who has his life together and im attracted to. I dont think that

Im loving the fact that im working and i can take care of my house. Life is good
shea aka miss tennessee

grounded and keep my eyes on God. He gave me what i wanted the most for me and my kids. I stable job with benefits. God please protect me from the nay sa

Horoscopes... When they are happy and full of joy i love reading them. But when they say... You might be in a bad mood and control your anger. Im thinkin

will be delivered. Im sure headquarters wants to make sure their paperwork is done right and good reasons was given to turn down the Vets.
shea aka miss

This is a test. My patience is always being tested. When it comes to certain things like starting work when im offered a job its hard. But im ready and i

I should know something today or tomorrow. I must stay patient i need to go back to work and God has brought me this far i couldnt imagine him letting me

ate but not official yet i made plans and money spent to get ready
shea aka miss tennessee

I want my career back.... I found out my job is waiting on official approval to give me a start date. Friends of mine have told me Nov. 8th would be my d

Love is strong and powerful. I want love.. But its hard for me to find it or at least stay interested long enough to build it.
shea aka miss tennessee

Am i really happy being alone? To be honest yes... I have been with someone since 19. I need some years to myself and my girls.

Writing to my blog page is like a release cuz nobody is going to read it. But i get to tell whats on my mind that i cant tell a real person. My sister ha

I can take care of my girls and still have money in the bank. Cuz of Gods blessing.
shea aka miss tennessee

I rather be alone for the holidays than worry about an arguement with a boyfriend. The lord gave me back my career. Thats what i wanted the most

Its gets lonely when you want to have someone to talk to but ill take lonely over drama any day
shea aka miss tennessee

Times are hard for everybody and i see a new life opening for the girls and myself. Thanks to God
shea aka miss tennessee

Im joyful for what God keeps blessing me with. He wants to ppl that love him happy. And im happy being alone when it comes to relationships

When a person works everyday and still cant pay their bills its time for a career change

Its been a long time since i have been this happy. I feel like i can actually buy things i would like the girls to have and keep moving forward

I felt worth something when i found out all of my prayer and praising helped bring the right job to me
shea aka miss tennessee

I felt the financial weight being lifted. I didnt realize that my hair was falling out until i stopped worrying how i was going to pay my rent

The blessing to start a new and productive life was given to me by God in Jesus name. October 25,2010 at 9:55am. When i was offered a real job by the EEOC

I am writing to my blog cuz i have noone else to write to. My sister has her own major problems. Why tell her minor problems
shea aka miss tennessee

The relationship failed cuz of my unwillingness to let go of my new found independence.
shea aka miss tennessee

Its easy to let someone go when they are more trouble than they are worth.
shea aka miss tennessee

All i have to say is.... Life is what you make it.
shea aka miss tennessee

If a man is interested in dating you he will make time to be with you and make you feel special. If he only wants sex, he will call once every two weeks.

These kids drive me up the wall. I dont have cable because of the tight budget im on. One less bill to worry about! And you cant let them go wild outside

New school year New agenda

Today was the first day of school for both of my girls. the 4 year old is in pre-K what a wonderful thing I can't believe it. However, why did my ex husband have to make it hard. He wanted be involved in getting the girls ready for the first day but in the end it was twice as hard for me and stressed. I understand his need to be involved but dang!!!

Whatever... New agenda is to not repeat what happen last school year. When you become a parent to school age children I see that I plan my whole life including work around the school year schedule. I dont want no bull this year or stress due to the school including PTO. Im not joining this year at either school, I was so stressed when I was PTO treasurer at my oldest school two school years ago I know thats why I got laid off.

This is also the first school year me and my husband is divorced so the front office is all nosey and ask questions let me fill you in... my oldest has been at the school since Kinder now in the third grade. Therefore, i dont need my private matters at the front desk and/or around teacher lunch tables.

My official New agenda is to be stress free and have work understand that I can't be at work at 8:00 or 8:30

My first Blog

Wow. Ive always wanted to write about what interests me and put my opinion out there. When I start something like this I never continue it. Is it that I get bored to easy, my adult ADHD (not doctor confirmed but I know I have it lol) acting up again or I'm not cut out to be a blogger..... We will soon see how long I can keep this up. 

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